HeyhelloAssalamualaikum world.

Ermm. Raya kan? Yes! raya :D Sorry to all humans in the world! ahaha :D This year, purple colour lah~ mang suka purple. ouch, love it ^^

so, these days, ramai yang berubah kan? Saddest things, dia pun berubah juga :( i want the awesome, the oldest him. My heart can't lie, everytime, mesti ingat dia. Tapi dia, dia dah change completely. Dia bukan dia yang Syiewa kenal dulu. Syiewa rindu ngat dia yang lama. Dia yang selalu ngat take care, dia yg penyabar, dia yg selalu buat Syiewaa senyum. Syiewa hilang dia yang lama :( Syiewa sayang ngat kat dia yang lama :( Mang lah sekarang pun Syiewa sayang dia, tapi.. hurm :( Dah lama tak call dia. Rindu ngat suara dia yang menakutkan tu~ wee ^^ dulu, syiewa selalu kejut dia sampai bangun, pastu textingtexting. wee~ skarang? Adudu~ tunggu sejam baru nak reply text. Law tanak text tu, cakap je. I'm okay. Dari tunggu lamalama, sampai nak tidur pun rasa nak call je baru boleh tidur. Tapi, takpelah. Dia dah berubah hati lah. Nak buat cemana. We can't depends on people we love too much cause they will hurt us jugak. 

Tapi, i want him to know, that he is my first love. No one can replace him. I badly want to take care of him until our old days :( And i love him. SANGAT :( 

#np: "Please don't be in love with someone else. Please don't have somebody waiting on you :("

Allah, please guide us until our old days

sincerely, your slave. :(